Valentine’s Day
““I’ve just got so much to do, I‘ve just got so much to see, and I got to do it while I’m young, I’ve got to do it while I’m free”. And I realized what she said was an excuse. What she probably wanted to say was so simple, so plain. Cause saying you’ve got a lot to do or see when you’re still young means you’re not happy where you are or with who you’re with.”
-The Tower and the Fool
I think there is some truth to this.
-Megan
Summertime Rolls
What will it take for me not to be manic, especially when it comes to self esteem…
One second I literally think I am a beautiful model goddess sent to earth to please the human race and the next I feel like pond scum.
Right now I feel like I’m waiting for something… and that something seems like a chance to sleep in past 7 am.
I knew this summer was going to be quite busy and I know that I appreciate making money, feeling like a member of society, and not being bored… but I’m almost looking forward to going back to school just so I can go back to doing nothing.
I digress.
Since I’ve finished my junior year of college I’ve played a lot of Sims 3 and started thinking of my own life as a Sim. For example, when I’m talking to someone we’re “chatting” going from acquaintances to friends. Right now my energy bar is in the yellow. When I was reading today I was having fun and achieving intelligence skills. I’m such a headcase.
I’ve said it so many times, but nothing really changes. I’m going to be me forever which is quite distressing.
I feel lonely right now, but I just want to be alone and the thought of social interaction is horrifying. No matter what the situation I can’t help but feel like I’m being fake, trying to be someone I’m not.
How will I do this for 3 more months?
Image of the Day:
das mi faz
-Megan
Slow and Steady
These are the top 3 worst days of my life
1) When Mema and Poppie died (not really the same day but you know what I mean)
2) When Winston died
3) Today
Rofl
no but seriously.
it gets better?
Image of the Day:
After a year and a half I never subjected you to my favorite film of all time. These are some motherfucking bad bitches <3 BSC
Hello World
As the final minutes of my DA shift draw to a close I’ve been struck with a pretty decent idea to create an ongoing list of thing I would like to do / places I want to see / activities I’d like to accomplish in the more or less near future.
1) Go to Bushkill Falls
2) Go thrifting in New Hope
3) Go Camping
4) Start rock climbing with Devin
5) Go on a road trip
6) Get Brianna to post on here
7) Eat Wendy’s
UPDATE
8) Go to grounds for sculpture
9) Go to the Amish country
UPDATE
10) Explore Roscoe L West Libray
11) Be photo fierce with Jackies
12) Creep around Marlboro Insane Asylum with Jessica
to be continued and hopefully accomplished…
Image of the Day:
Oh dah babies
-Megan
You Hungry? Good. Cause You’re Sayin’ Grace
I’m distressed by the inevitable fact that my life is rapidly spiraling out of control.
At least if I had a drug addiction I would know what my problem was.
Image of the Day:
#Beaver #AMGoat #Greek
-Megan
In Your Light
Why do I love Greek so much?
I’m watching it again in a final effort to finish the series.
I’ve watched so many episodes recently. I think it is keeping my spirits up. Also it’ll be weird for me to watch the show after I’ve graduated.
It’s Friday and I’ve had a great day so far. I packed myself a nommy lunch and had a nommy healthy snack after class. Then I did some exercising. Now I’m laying in bed.
Breezie and I are getting ready for some party pranking at out favorite and only party spot.
Right now my biggest concern is what I’ll have for dinner after I awake from my evening slumber.
I’ve been doing very well on most of my new years resolutions which is surprising and hopeful! I’m getting into a pretty good groove for this semester as well. I’m actually enjoying my classes and I’ve made some new friends. Go me.
I guess what they say about endorphins is true. They really do improve your mood…..
Anyway, I just wanted to check in and say hey how ya doin wuddup supacthu how all is well say hi to the kids.
Image of the Day:
Most perfect
-Megan
Progress, Progress
Happy New Year you son of a biscuit eating bulldog
As I’m sure you can guess this is Megan (again) because Brianna literally hates me and our brainchild. Not true at all because we have agreed to be friends forever and always.
In other news, it’s 2012 and I’m over talking about it.
I’ve been trying to imagine if there was a way to contact the people at twatter and receive a full print out of all of my tweets ever. I was trying to imagine if I would do that and at what cost. I agreed that I’d pay pretty much any amount. Even still, there must be a way for them to simply email you a file of your tweet right? That would make a really fantastic book for my kin.
My new favorite show is Biography on CNBC except I can’t figure out when they play it because it’s not on every night. Not sure. I will need to look more into it.
There are a bunch of things I need and would like to do tomorrow, so tomorrow I will try to do them. And by a bunch I mean more than 1 and compared to the nothing I usually do this seems like it may be a lot.
Mom gave Sophie Benedryl tonight because she has skin allergies. Poor bb was even more lethargic than usual. Lillian was limping around too so between the two of them I barely have 1 functioning dog.
I feel conflicted and like a terrible pet owner because I’ve been looking up rabbits on petfinder because my rabbit is getting old and may not be alive much longer… I wish we had more of a connection but she doesn’t really do anything. This is the first time I am admitting this to myself.
I’m very excited to redo my room this summer. I haven’t been inspired by anything though. I don’t even know what color I want to paint my room. Regardless I need to throw a lot of stuff out. Please let me know if you would be interested in purchasing any of my wears. You don’t even have to pay in money. Food, crafts, and love may suffice.
Furthermore, I’d like to take some pictures with my camera because I pretty much never use it. I need to go somewhere cool and ~inspiring
In conclusion I wish I was a Real Housewife of pretty much anywhere
Image of the Day:
This is my face the other night when I was feeling particularly frisky
PS. those are not real glasses. They’re 3D glasses from the movies. Surprising, right?
-Megan
In Like A Lion (Always Winter)
I usually stay up too late for my own good because then I start thinking and I get sad. I’m mostly sad because my hands get so damn cold and my will to live is at an all time low.
I feel like I will eternally be 16 years old.
Same insecurities, different band
I always thought that one thing would make everything better but I’m still crazy after all this time.
Furthermore, I need to be a lot more positive. But admitting that I need to be more positive makes me feel bad and that’s a negative so how is this supposed to work? Life is weird and it makes me mad that I can’t figure it out.
I really just want people to like me on turntable.fm ~~~ my cries
ALSO it would be nice if Brianna contributed to this blog because it is rapidly turning into Poetically Pathetic circa 2005-2010 @ The-N.com and no one needs to read that.
In conclusion, the most fun thing about today was practicing the accents of the characters on Teen Mom and trying to figure out who is the least tragic of all the “moms”. I vote Maci.
Image of the Day:
dis iz my xmas tree heheheh
Christmas is so soon. Tubular.
-Megan
Colossal Youth
Having a television in my bedroom at home makes me want a television in my room at school only because I really enjoy watching food network before I go to bed. I get very few channels in my room because my mother doesn’t love me, so I have adopted a liking for food network and Bravo. It would be cool if you could just pick the exact channels that you wanted to get for your house. There are so many dozens of channels I have never watched yet my mother still has to pay for them because they are part of some awesome cable deal or something I imagine. I assume this process would be much more difficult if you live with a bunch of people or have guests come over often. But as I plan to move out of my family’s house and have few to no visitors this process would work for me.
I digress.
I wanted to blog because Tumblr is so overwhelmingly depressing sometimes. There are so many of those pictures that list what someone is good at like “not caring” “eating” “fucking stuff up” “falling in love with the wrong person”. Now let me just ask, why isn’t anyone good at practical things like “long division” “caring for my pets” “mowing the lawn” or positive things like “making my mother proud” “being a good friend” “volunteering at the soup kitchen”. If you are such a shitty person then perhaps you should get off of Tumblr and find something you’re good at. Better yet, start hanging out with the “everyone is beautiful” people or the “beauty comes in all shapes and sizes” folks. They can probably find something for you to be good at.
It’s interesting when people say that they always fall in love with the wrong person. I just don’t see how that can be the case or how that even happens. Who is to say what person is wrong or right for you and if you feel that the person is wrong for you then how can that even be love? If you didn’t know they were the wrong person at first then maybe it wasn’t the wrong person but just the wrong time? I mean if you find yourself constantly falling in and out of love with the wrong people then maybe you’re just dumb and fickle. Then again how should I know. I’ve only ever loved one person and he’s the right person. Maybe I’m just lucky that I’ll the wrong people steered clear of me…
Image of the Day:
This is the pumpkin soup that my mom made for Thanksgiving. It looks like mud and vom but it’s literally delicious and I love her for it.
